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Thursday, June 29, 2006

EAT AND EAT AND EAT!!!!
duno y these few days very lucky.
gt free food 'donated' by ppl to me.
cos sch these few days gt sell quite a lot of food.
then will hav ppl buy.
and i will go eat theirs.
hahahahaz.
then tmr we gt farewell shared lunch for our science tchr.
so can eat agn lohs!!!
hahahaz. i aim for lucy's and tad korean gal's sushi.
and see if got other nice ones then i eat lahs.
!yummy delicious food!
oh, i simply love eating!!


SCIENCE TCHR
our science tchr had been wif us for a term.
she's young, pretty, clever.
but she doesn't have a very good voice. owaes sore throat.
she gg to america to study her medical course blahblahs..
and she hor vry gd lehs.
we practically din study much at all.
she owaes let us play.
hahahahahaz. but i tink nxt term the test i die liao =X
who cares. i go cheong other ppl's work can le.
hahahahaz.
we made a retarded card for her and hav tad farewell tingy lohs.
nice enuff le hors... she duno we organising for her.hw dumb.
bye tchr, its both good and bad tad u leave.
bad cos i dun tink i can enjoy my sc lessons animre.
gd cos i can have a norm sc lesson agn.

PE theory test
omgs. tis test vry vry vry funni..
cos we study pe theory and we gt tis 2pid test.
test is out of 25.
i only got 9. i jus flipped through the book ytd.
no one gt higher than 20.
the worst mark is 0!!
really first time i heard ppl scoring 0.
so funni lahs. when u hear all the ppl saying their marks.
i wanna luff lyk siao..
it goes sth lyk 11, 13, 7, 8, 6, 9, 9, 5, 3, 4 1/2, 1, 1/2, 6, 0, 15, 12 1/2, 2, 0, 3, 12
so pathetic rites? yeah. i know. thats y i luff lyk siao. hahaz.
worst than ur amaths test lohs.


TEST AGN!!!
i tmr gt economics and maths test.
shit lahs.
my maths arh.. si kiao kiao alrady lahs.
haven even got those 2pid formulaes stuck in my head.
then wan to test... shit tad tchr lohs.
sumre its hard hard de lehs..
gt geometry and trigo..
argghh.damm it... i dun have a ruler.
and i dun get all those loci stuff.
haiz. so cham die le lahs..
maths is haunting me... ... ... ... **SOBBXX**

i've got another funny dream agn. i love dreaming.

what we could have been, 2:50 PM.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I HATE MYSELF FOR... ...
being so stupid at maths
doing boliao stuff and hope it will turn out what i want
having so much homework and test sudd to catch up
not being able to draw
not doing well in anything ( regardless all subjects)
destroying all the tiny bits of chances
being too quiet
complaining too much
being so damn thick skin
being so greedy
being so short
being so slow at doing things
coughing and sneezing in class
being so dao
being so lazy
taking things granted
not being talented
being over-sensitive
being selfish at somethings
that's all i can tink of currently.



WHY DID I DO THAT?
i wrote a note and put it in G's locker ytd. and realise tis mrn tad i put in the wrong locker.
omgs.so dam malu sia.
den she oso din reply.
haiz. hw dumb m i to do such stuff.
yolanda has a low IQ and is always disappointing herself by doing boliao stuff.
dunno wad was i tinking then, kinda regretted.
but actually i'm mentally prepared for this kind of ending.
just that i din noe i will still be so upset over it.



COLD WINTER + COLD-BLOODED PEOPLE = FREEZING COLD IN AND OUT

SICK~
i'm sick. and my idiotic mum does not want me to go see doc.
she wants me to keep drinking hot water which sux lyk hell.
cos its so hot. and she forces me to drink it.
she must want my mouth to be scald then she happy.
and for godness sake, i dunno y doesnt she wash my cup.
grosss lahs. idiotic dam sickening mum.

what we could have been, 2:38 PM.
Monday, June 26, 2006

MY NEW WAY OF HEART HEALING!!!!!!
i watched dean's video and ate sour pineapple..
aft tad..i feel much btr. realli...
i tdy dam bad mood lahs can..
**humming dean's song**
dean still rox. her voice is so mermising to me.

BAD MOOD!!
1stly, i din c my lovely G at all. i miss her!!
G, can u hear me? i misss u!!!!
2ndly, din c cold-blooded A oso.
feel lyk toking to her.
but i always don't get the chance.
and she's lyk not bothering me too.
i hate her bro. but i lyk her.
haiz.
ate tis uncooked rice.
the rice cooker gt sth wrong n i hav to eat tad damn rice.
yucks.gross.disgusting.eeeeeyyyyyeeeerrr.

MATHS CLASS has a mental student that needs to be removed.
its hm lahs.
she owaes so siao de lohs..
anihw use pen to poke ppl....
den do maths so dam fast..
i'm onli at part a and she's at the nxt qn.
siao lohs.so dam fast lahs...
den when i doing, she come n dstb me..
hahahahaz.. she has got a fren named JANE.
den lucy oso noe JANE.
den i dunno y.. i kp suaning abt jane's name.
siao lahs me. i'm interested in jane.*pui*
i'm so gg to be dead when crazy go bk to HK.

Cecelia went back to china le. sianned.

my faked mum told me n lucy that she wants to find a GF. a serious GF. omgs.**faints**

p.s shihui, u dam po po ma ma lehs. just leave ur link at my tagboard ok.. dun so luo soh le.. just put it there. i will link u.

what we could have been, 5:00 PM.
Saturday, June 24, 2006

i was mahjong-ing ytd lahs.
i lost $9.70.
wtf rites. hahahaz.
and u noe y i can still hahahaz?
thr's a secret to it. ask me if u relli wanna noe.

junyang's song is nice. i recommend u to lstn.
i've gt 7songs only. if u have all 10 songs.
pls send me the ones that i dun have.
kindly appreciated.


i dreamt of G and A.
anita agn? i duno y i owaes dream of her.
my dream's regular customer.
hahaahahaz.. i cant rmb the details.
i dreamt of qien and yanyi too.
i dreamt of smsing pet.
i dreamt of calling chris.
its a vry messy dream.


A is cold-blooded agn.
she doesnt even bother abt me.
or should i say, she din even notice me.
din even saw me.
hw blind is she..
argh. forget it.
since she bohchap, den y mus i chap her rites?


cecelia is actually quite a famous prsn on the cybernet.
heard that she wrote and drew some vry cool short stories.
and she posted in online.
and she received many positive comments..
omgs.. y do i suck at art?
if i'm gd at art, mayb i can hav sumthing to tok to her abt.

G seems to be taking visual art at Auckland U.
i tink she wants to get there.
so if i take visual art, mayb i can c her agn at U..
but of cos not.
i noe that my time wif her is left this few months.
we're running out of time.
soon, i cant find her in sch animre.
soon, i cant gt to c her animre.
soon, i cant tok to her animre.
tink of it, i wanna cry.
i'm so gonna hell miss her.
hw?? my lovely g is gg to go to U nxt yr.
G!!! dont go!!!!

what we could have been, 5:29 PM.
Friday, June 23, 2006

YTD's blog
cos the blogger abit lag. and i was busy dling songs. so, i blog tdy abt ytd lohs. simple.

we watched naruto a 10min sports festival show during jap class ytd.
it was spoken in jap and gt eng subtitles lahs.
den we were supposed to learn some of its vocab frm it.
yups.tads it. but its a nice way of learning..

we watched the man w/o a face during eng class.
the story plot is actually not bad lahs. quite meaningful.
den we were to analyse abt the movie.
the movie lyk so godam old lahs. dunno y the tchr lyk to choose those old old tings let us watch.
all the things old old de.. c le quite sian..

i wanna watch i not stupid too.
gonna watch it soon. sum1 is gg to lend me.muahahahaz.

i saw G when we walking aft eng class.
she was lyk running abit lahs..
den the hair fly abit.
so cutes. argghhs. ChaoKouAi!!! kawaii neh!!!

then me n hm were playin ard in maths. and she tinks that her 2pid graph is nice.
and her good idea to tear half of it away so that she can combine 2 into 1.
we were doin the trigo graph lahs.
den cos i onli wan to play mahs. den the graph, anihw do lahs.
budden i redo it during maths tdy.and so nice.perfect.
hm owaes borrow my cal. den she sae she do all the work n i copy..
hahahaz.. since she's faster.. den i copy hers lahs.
she cant wait to copy mine.cos too slow le.. lyk tortoise liddat.
i do maths vry ahma-ish 1.. can take the whole hr doing a graph.
hahahaahahaz.. maths retard. budden at least i'm btr than crazy lahs.

what we could have been, 2:16 PM.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006

SWAY SWAY SWAY DAY!!!
i din see G at all!
i din see C!!
i saw A but we din even say hi cos she was looking at some pp lahs!!
i saw n toked to hm.but it was just 1 sentence.
she wear stockings vry vry vry vry unatural. weird.


and there is tis 2pid person by the name of julia, email djoouz_5@hotmail.com
is a fucking irritating kns bitchful asshole!!!
if by any chance she added u, please delete her or block her.
listen to my advice n u wont' be wrong.
mayb she's nice.but her 'twin sis' sux.
wadeva. i heck care. that's just a NO NO NO NO NO ADD email.

I HATE ADEN! I HATE GINA(PIG TAKE)! I DON'T WANT THE NICE GIRL LUCY TO MIX WITH THEM!!

what we could have been, 6:53 PM.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006

I SHOOK G's HAND!!!!
omgs.omgs.omgs. i'm now so mermised in her.
tis is my best ever time ever so far in macleans stupid idiotic college.
May(my mum's fren) went up to G and tell her that we wanted to noe her.
den G nodded and giv a lil smile acknowledging that she understands chinese.
but she duno hw to speak chinese. only cantonese and eng.
omgs. so freaking happy.
den my mum shook her hand.
me shook her hand too.
that 2mins. i'll owaes rmb.
its so fresh in my mind.
its my left hand.
her left hand.
us smooth hands.

she's so freaking suave + cute + pretty.


FAILURE ATTEMPT
i actually wanted to tok to G during lunch time.
lyk wanna ask her if she minds being our fren.
but i dun dare..
she alrady walk up and dwn so many times.
i din treasure the chances given.
budden lucky..
evening, i finally gt the great big chance to shake her hand.
hahahhaaz.. omgs.. G madness.

now all my mind is her her her her her and her. only G.
omgs.i'm so fortunate. to noe her.
others i dun wana blog abt it. tis post is jus for HER.
my lovely day.lovely moment.

what we could have been, 6:36 PM.
Monday, June 19, 2006

wad's so wrong wif 'PIG TAKE'???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pig take asked lucy if she wants taiwan to be part of china.
ooohshhoooshh lahs.its politicss... get lost...
lucy:" huh?? errrrm,"
me:" ehs. pls cut it out ok? no politics here."
pigtake :" lucy, tell me ur ans 1st. u wan taiwan to b independent or not? u support wich side?"
pigtake's reaction ahs.. vry vry vry agressive.
korean gal starring at them.kinda scared.
pigtake :" oh, let me tell u. u noe taiwan is part of china... blahblahblahblahblahs........."
korean gal not knowing very clearly of what she said jus kps on nodding.
me :" pls lahs. dun take it up on a korean gal ok? she has got nth to do wif ur big prob. she's frm korean. neither part involved. leave her alone."
pigtake:" i just want to let her know that taiwan is part of china. n if she tells her korean frens. it'll b great. blahblahblahs..... "
u noe y suddenly they tok abt tis? cos the korean gal din noe tad taiwan n china speaks the same lang. haiz.
my mum frm shanghai oso dun care. lucy oso dun care. cos their opinion is, not to affect friendship and stir up stupid problems.
whr gt ppl lyk pigtake?? hellos, u're in nz.so pls heck care lahs. its not up to u to decide okies.
i hate politics probs. and hate ppl hu start up a politic qn.


NO SIGN OF G AND HM
din manage to see a single little sight of hm n g tdy.
dunno whr both of them went.
hm din appear for maths. den its lyk so quiet lohs.
and for the first time i copied notes from the board.
and crazy was complaining so boring thruout the lesson.
she makes me confused lahs.
say hm dun come btr she can have peace. but on the other hand she is bored to death.
went to find G..just to look at her lahs.
cant find. din c her aniwhr oso.
maybe tad's our last conv.
but i dun wan it to be.

A is cold-blooded agn!!
wth lahs she.. i tink her faked ahma sae me when she was crossing the road.
and i tink she told A. budden i duno wad is her reaction.
i noe she din look at me lahs.
den at some point, her didi oso saw me.
but she oso lyk dun care.
worse is, she did turn ard ( but i duno if she saw me or not).
budden she din wait for me.jus cont walking.
SEE!! tis is what i meant by cold-blooded.
budden since gt her didi, den i let her off.
i seriously dun lyk her didi.neither G's didi.
hahaahahahahahahahaz..

MY SUNBLOCK FOTOS!!


one wif flash one w/o flash.


i gt pics of the poseidon outing.budden cant post cos its not jpg n another1..
shucks.. i hav to ask her send in another format agn. haiz.. idiotic..

what we could have been, 4:43 PM.
Saturday, June 17, 2006

OUR PRIME MINISTER LEE HSIEN LONG IS IN NZ!!!!!!
okokok.. 4give me being so siao.
i was kinda high when i knew that he was in nz.
he meets up with here the prime minister HC.
and heard that a kiwi of fisher n paykel got jailed due to drug blahs.
hahaahahahhaz..
i gt tis news frm the newspaper de lahs.

I still can rmb her voice. omgs.
so nice..
& her smile.
wth lahs me. siao de lehs.
kp on rmbing her shuai2 voice.
dreaming liaos.....

okok.i'm off to maple. since i've gt nth to blog abt. hahaz.

what we could have been, 4:44 PM.
Friday, June 16, 2006

TIS MADE ME SMILE!! XD =]
i finally toked to G(takopachi). omgs. **faints**
i saw G outside the library..
she was toking to her bro....
i was wif my mum.
we followed her up the steps.
wanted to call her to stop.but i tink she duno its her i'm calling lahs.
den we followed her up to the mainoffice.
she stopped at tok to sum guys.
cont walking to the car potch.
den i ran up to her.
me," hey, mayb i noe wads ur name?"
she," um, why?"
me," erm..cos....(havent tot of an ans)"
she," cos i look like someone right?"
me," yeah.. "
she cont walking forward.. dun wanna stop.shy mahs..
she then turned ard say," i'm G."
her voice..omgs... so dam nice to lstn.. vry suave voice i shuld sae..
i tink her voice relli relli vry vry vry special. abit dean. even lower than dean.
hw i wish, that i can hear it one mre time.
i tink i kinda succeeded lahs. dun u tink so?
nxt tym mayb i can go tok to her.. hahahaz.
yay!!! she's a frenly takopachi!!
thou vry quiet.but she does tok ok.. and she seems to noe alot of ppl.
i'm sure gt dam hell loads of ppl told her tad she looks like jj lin.
haiz. miss her voice lehs.
i'm siao le. my mum jus now oso siao.budden i'm mre siaoer than her.


WEIRD LOHS.
my mum sae tad A sms her.
ask her if i chio or not..
den my mum reply sae" of cos lah. she's my daughter."
den my mum ask her " ehs. u is it got like anyone?"
A say," erm.i dunno.."
hahahahaz..den my mum -.-"
den my mum told me tad she dun wan care abt her son-in-law le..
whr gt ppl liddat 1 rites..
last tym i ask A she oso lidat reply me..
siao 1 lohs.. i oso dun wan care abt her..
hahaahahaahaz..

MADNESS MATHS CLASS AGN!! =X
me n hm were drwing crazy's comic strip..
the plot is this.
crazy spirit went to jail. her jail no. is 12345. liang si en ling hun.
lots of ppl went to save her.
but she always change her form.
some of it r cute, some of it r ugly, some of it r so-so.
her classmates of maths were different roles trying to save her out of the jail.
but duno y, she just cant came out.
and blahsblahblahs......
the way hm draw vry funni lahs..
budden crazy gt so offended that she din even say a single word.
she was lyk freaking pissed at us..
budden relli vry funi lehs.. the mre i tink. the mre funni it is..
hahahaahahaz.
den we oso nv study. jus kp on luffing at those messy pics.
at least hm copy fast lohs.i copy so slow.den copy until half i give up le.
i tink crazy vry small gas ghost lehs.**(shh.. )**
but if it was me, mayb i oso will liddat.

what we could have been, 6:29 PM.
Thursday, June 15, 2006

SO DAMN CLOSE!!
me n my mum saw G when we came out frm green hse.. was tinking if she wud b inside..
went inside and turn around. no sight of her..
come out of the door. OMGS! tako pachi!!
she was walking wif a gal who is carrying tis damhell cool adidas bag!
so we followed her to the gym.
we stand at the same carpet.
1 arm length close. i almost gt to touch her shoulder..
wanted to say," hi, here to watch match ahs?"
budden i din lah.. my stupid hand was shivering..
sumre quite a lot of ppl lohs.lyk 8 ba..
den her didi came. den dey were toking.
her voice so soft. gana covered by others.haiz.
den she went to the art room.
we followed behind.but, she walked too fast.
i swear that tmr i will go and find her and tok to her!

SHITS!
my mum went to ask for A's contact tdy..
i was lyk wth.
y she so nice write every single ting??
shitsss.. shitts..asshole lahs.
wad if my mum snatch A away.. i'll b dead.
i dun tink so lah hor.. she wun liddat rites?
i'm jealous at heyley.. i duno hw to spell her name.
u noe y? cos she n A owaes stick tgt during class time!!
argghs..argghs.. nt fair lahs. not fair lahs.
at least mine all is A ownself give me de..
i no nd to ask.. she jus give me.
hees. mre fortunate rites...
dun care.. i gg to sms her nonstop le..
dun 1 ppl to take chance and gt involved.
but she's not online today..
wanna ask her sth oso cant ask.. haiz..
act i gt her hse no. but i dun dare call lahs..
scarred. hahahaaz.
dun let ani1 come in between us..
thou we're not tgt.but i dun wana have rivals..
vry kangkor...
A ahs, dun drag time le lahs..
but, let nature take its own course.

SOAP WATER!!
i've gt soap water accidentally in my bottle..
den i pretend i dunno...
give 'pig take'.. try.
i told her," ehs. u wanna try? vry bubbly lehs.. its nice lohs. red tea."
i drink abit, to prove tad its nice.. walau ehs..so bubbly lahs.i tink nw my throat stil has bubbles.
i can blow out bubbles. hahahahahaz.
'pig take' ," oh, really? ok. i'll try.(drink a mouth)."
me," hope u don't die aft drinking it."
den her face change~ drastically.. went to spit it out.
hahahahahaahahhaahahahaz.. so funni..
i lyk to bully ppl. budden i suffer mre lohs.. i actually drank it..
dumbass me lahs.. so toot lohs. duno y IQ so low go drink..

what we could have been, 6:05 PM.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006

SHULD I OR NOT? anw, i've alrady sorta decided.
2dae my mum told me tad her classmate is havin her bdae party..
so by then, she can hav A's foto le..
den at first i was lyk chey, foto nia... heck care.
budden my mum kp askin me to go lahs. so she can c me n her tgt.. (-.-")
thou i noe tad she'll b gg.budden i oso duno dose ppl lohs..
so strangerlised..

walking hme tad tym, A was bhind me.
i duno she was bhind lahs..
budden i saw tis shadow frm the bk tad lks lyk her..
den she came up to me n said sth lyk wei or wad..
den i said hi to her lohs..
den she was lking at me in a weird way...
me," yess?"
she,"nth ahs.."
me,"ehs. u not tad dumb mahs.noe tad my mum's dotter is me."
she,"i guess de lahs.."
den we started toking abt the party ting lohs..
she," r u gg for dani's party?"
me,"no."
she," i tot tina said tad u're gg."
me,"she kp asking me go.budden i kp rejecting her."
she,"y?y?y?y?y? i tot u sae u vry sian.den y dun wanna go."
me,"i buay song go mahs..so dun 1 go lohs.hahaz."
seems that she hopes i wud go.
wonder what's on her mind.
den we started toking abt G aka tako pachi!!!
omgs.she said tad she gt c G wearing hmeclothes b4 lohs!
i almost screamed.budden nv lahs.
she say she wear hmeclothes oso duno if she a bung or not.
cos her shirt is guys or gals oso can wear.
her pants is guys or gals oso can wear.
wth rites. mayb she doesnt wan ppl to noe if she's a bung.
hahaahahahahaz.therefore i mus self-discover.
i plan to go make frens wif her tmr lohs. yay!!
i finally took up my courage. becos i noe tad thr's not much tym left.
aft my msn nick tad day telling her i buay song..
she wun c me den bohchap le lohs.. hees..
and i tink the way she treats me n other ppl i c b4 de quite diff lahs..
budden mayb is cos dey mre clse.n i mre not clse mahs..


NOT FAIR LAHS#$%^&*
the seniors can go home aft 3periods.
we have a norm 5period day.
cos tdy all the staff have this annual important meeting.
seniors are allowed to go home aft period 3.
juniors have usual classes until period 5.
WHY?
cos there is enough relief tchrs for the juniors.
wtf rites?? walau lohs.its jus so dam unfair lahs.
sumre me gt tad idiotic p.e and eng.
worse subs cant be escaped.

what we could have been, 5:13 PM.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006

I LOVE TODAY! SO DO I HATE TODAY!

LOVE IT
when i saw A early in the mrn when i was gg for my 2nd lesson..
saw her agn when i was bk from 2nd lesson..
we smiled and nodded. hahaz.
budden as least she gt smile mahs.

and my 'mum' said told me tad ytd when i pon sch, she gt tok to anita during her class.
'mum': "son-in-law, u noe my dotter tdy nv come sch?"
A(son-in-law) : " no. i dunno."
'mum': " hahaz.maybe cos thr's power cut. ehs. y u owaes nv bother my dotter?"
son-in-law : " i whr gt nv bother her."
'mum': " gt lohs.last tym outside the gym u oso nv even look at her. i saw."
son-in-law : " gt meh? i dunno.i dunno lehs.."
den she went off le.. wth lohs.. act she did lahs. she gt walk wif us lohs..all frm her class xcept me.
WAIT! HANG ON!
my mum suspects tad she noe hu is her dotter le lehs.. so means tad..... erm.eerm.
hahahahaz.no lahs. i oso nt cfm she noe or not yet.
but i dun tink she's tad dumb rites?
if she noes.and admits.den it means... ... ... (u all noe lahs.)
heesheeshees. but i dun feel lyk putting in ani hope.owaes vry disapting de.

ANOTHER GLIMPSE OF HOPE
my mum was so godam brave to tell cecelia to cut her hair.
its relli too long.nt long.but out of shape.
heard frm her wife tad she's gg to cut during end of june when she go bk china.
heard frm her wife tad she actually mind us alot thou she doesnt seem to care about us.
heard frm her wife tad she's frm nanjing.
heard frm her wife tad she toks alot.
heard frm her wife tad she loves japan soccer.budden it lost ytd.so she vry sadd.
heard frm my mum(via QQ profile) ; blood type AB
; capricorn (is tad hw u spell?)
asked by mum; loves to draw gay manga and read gay manga
; is nv gg to b a les
; has wifes cos she's bored of being ppl's wife -.-"
agar-agar abt all lahs. den i was tinking tad she is not relli tad interested in me than my mum lahs. cos she toks so much wif my mum but not me. den jus now i tok to her she oso nv reply me.
she gt reply me when my mum was ard. haiz. mayb i'm too oversensitive agn.
she's not me target anw.but i still regard her as my new known fren mahs.
equally impt horx.. nvms. we nd tym to build up tis new frenship.


HATE IT
cos my lovely G, was nowhere to b found.
me n my mum searched 2/3 of the sch to find her, but to no avail.
she was nowhr to b seen. we were lyk tinking and walking and crapping.
me, " u tink she's a ghost? only some ppl can c her and at certain time."
mum, " ehs. i tink so lehs.. y we searched so many plces still cant find her? vry disapting lehs."
me, " yeah lohs yeah lohs. if its ghost oso mus float pass us mahs. cant even find her soul."
mum," yeah. last tym she so nice.find her n she's there. tdy we find so mani plcs oso dun hav."
me," i tink tdy too sunny le.she dun dare to come out."
mum," yeah hor.tad day lyk quite cloudy lehs."
hahahahaahaz.. we were craping abt her appearance lahs.. haiz.
mum gave me another pics of her.but she covered her cute face wif her art folder.
den the big pics is her bro. not cute at all. gross. his sis is much btr.

cecelia relly nv tok wif me for the rest of the day le.
excited abt my new fren oso cant mehs. hahahaaz..
wan to ask her alot of stuffs mahs.curious lehs.
make me sudd moodswing.badmood le..

did i sae tad i hate A's bro. her bro sux too.jus lyk G's bro. don't noe y their bros jus so gross.

i din walk hme wif A tdy oso lahs. din mit her on the road. tis is destinied i guess.

yes. i agree tad me n hm tok dam lil nowadays. duno y oso.. haiz.haiz.


THOUGHT OF THE DAY
just ani of the 4 above brightens my day.
no matter is it just 3 secs frm the walkway,
or a few short sentences,
or even indirect sentences,
or just a glance from far.
the alot or very lil doesnt matters.
what matters most is that it makes sch a mre fun plc.
it makes me smile for the rest of the day.
it makes me tinks that at least i've gt tad tiny weeny fate wif them.
it makes me treasure them lyk siao.
hahaahahahahaz.. wanted to write sth nicer.but i cant tink of ani currently.
ok lahs.my main point is, i'm happy to know them. even as schoolmates.
and their presence makes me happy. XD

what we could have been, 6:07 PM.
Monday, June 12, 2006

PON SCH!!!
i poned sch 2day cos i was coughing n coughing lyk siao lohs.. den sumre the wind lyk hurricane liddat de lehs.. hw to walk rites? sumre i gt no car.. haiz.. too bad lahs.. no nd go sch lohs.
stay at hme n slp..
when i woke up, planned to maple.
budden when i woke up, my mum say," no mre power lahs. u cant do aniting alrady.."
dam lahs. wanted to maple and lvl up oso heaven dun wanna help me.. haiz..
so i was sianned the whole day long lohs..
the only fun ting i did was eat subway.
and sms pet n chris.
buden chris nv reply lahs..onli pet did.. hahaha..
tis 2pid chris.i wan to smack her.. hahaz.

NO ELECTRICITY KILLS ME
i wanted to use the labtop.budden no batt.wth lahs.
cant watch vcd..cos i nd electric.
cant on the light..cos i nd electric.
cant eat..cos i nd electric.
cant maple and online..cos i nd electric.
cant lstn to song..cos i nd electric.
all oso cant.. at hme hor.. vry vry dam sian lahs.
wan to mahjong.budden onli 2 ppl...cant even mahjong.
freak tis 2pid country lahs.. owaes nth btr den no power..
me vry dam hell kangkor can.. lucky i gt my fone.
if not i bored to death.

p.s sorry ppls. my blogskin gt sth wrong lahs. dun hav tagboard n exits. gg search for new one le.. haiz.troublesome blogg..


what we could have been, 4:48 PM.
Sunday, June 11, 2006

POSEIDON!!!!!!!
its quite nice lahs.. abt tis ship that sunk due to a wave lahs... they made a right choice to get out of that 'safe' place where the captain said. if not they are trapped and dead. thou not all of those who wanted to get out survived.but at least they tried. and they died due to unexpectations... budden their determination is worth clapping hands lahs.. all the chio bus climb up and dwn, swing here and there, try this try that...... tsktsk.. and they were the only on the boat being rescued. the ending was short n sweet. hahahaaz.
i din noe tad i was dressed nicest???
all of them were wearing quite athomestyle. me wear casual lohs..
budden i gt tie my hair nice nice mahs.lucy help me tie haf de lahs.
cos i was late agn.hees.owaes late de lahs. jus late how long only.
walau ehs.lucy dam gd lahs.evryting oso have. gt nice mp3,camera,fone... ...
and i jus realised tad she's a guai kia.budden not tad guai lehs.hardworking ba..
cos if its guaikia means nerd.nerd dun hav such cool stuff de..
'pig take' dressing <> sth lidat.din relli go take detailed notice.
'aden' dressing <> i oso din relli take notice lahs.
'tina' dressing<>limited edition slide fone.>
'lucy' dressing <> white-based pink fone.not bad too..flip fone.
me dressing <>
hahahahahaz.. err.i tink i'm branded kia lohs.. hahahaz. nvms.and den 'pig take' say tad i dress until vry matured.. gt mehs? no lohs.i dun tink so.. its okok nia.. i stil tink i can dress btr than tis.
my fone is just sticked on with new stickers.so kawaii.muacks foney!!
inside gt alot of my zi-lian-ing pics.. hahaahaz.. i gt take pics wif tina n lucy oso lahs.. i go bk den show u all horx.

I ND TO CUT HAIR!!

i relli nd to cut it lohs.. its so..puffy lehs.. as in i nd to thinner it lahs.. make it uneven layer n length.. haiz.. when m i gg to cut my hair?
my dad sae i go do facial so can't cut hair. he's broke. stil wan me go uni.*bluek*
walau ehs..
dam thick lahs..so malu to walk ard and c chio ppl wif my thick hair.
i still wan my nike/puma jacket.. thick 1..cos i told him tad i have only 2 lohs.and it cant survive the winter..
he lyk not vry willing lohs..
budden i wan to work oso lyk vry hard lohs.shit ass lahs.
i nd $$ to buy stuff!! i nd $$ to cut hair too!! ><




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what we could have been, 3:40 PM.

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what we could have been, 10:44 AM.
Saturday, June 10, 2006

YTD TO BLOG ABOUT TOO!!!!!!
A was abit siao..
my 'mum'(tina) said that ytd during her class, A went over to tok to her.
she was asking my 'mum abt if she had done her speech n blahsblahsblahs...
den my 'mum' was nodding all the way... sth liddat lahs.
when A was abt to go bk to her seat, my 'mum' said," son-in-law, add oil!"
den A turn ard n nodded lohs..
she oso dunno hu is my 'mum's dotter.. den still indirectly admit.. haahaz..
den aft tad my 'mum' saw her sumwhr on the path and she oso said,"hi! son-in-law."
den A oso turn ard n nod....
errrrmmmmmm.. so weirrd horx... she oso din ask aniting abt hu is her dotter..
n y call her son-in-law...
wonder is she blur /din tot of it/ admit it ????
hahahaz. budden she oso duno tad i'm my 'mum's dotter ahs.. abit siao.
did u noe tad i dreamt about asking her if she can be my mum's son-in-law and she nodded?
what a coincidence..

HM was abit high ytd too..
i cant relli rmb. abit senile le me..
we were copying circles too lahs. very dumb.. hate circles..
den she was asking wad's grace's name in canton.. den ask wad her mum calls her at home..
den she said tad she forgotten my cantonese name.. so she started digging my bag.
and she found my full name.. hahahaz..crap.my name sounds nicer in teochew or hokkien than cantonese... cos its higher.. hahahahaz..
then we like never did anystuff lahs.. budden we were luffing n luffing..
duno y.. i relly cant rmb.. i'm so seniled..

GLORIA HUNTING !! omgs so fun.
we went to her red hse to find her during lunch time....
we tot of just going there not hoping much...
but me n my mum screamed!! cos we saw her..
she rellli relli rellli vry vry vry vry vry cute. erm.takopachi cuteness..
she was standing, toking and SMILING to this two yr11 gals lahs..
walau ehs.y dey so fortunate can go tok wif her.sumre make her luff..eekks.
her bag was at the seniors there..all the seniors dam chio lahs.budden she din tok to them.
she wanted to go to her locker.then me n tina was infront of her..
tina was blocking gloria's way lahs. den i sae,"ehs.dun block ppl lahs."
cos gloria was moving right, den tina move right oso.
budden tina duno that she was blocking..
gloria actually wanted to say excuse me lohs.budden tina moved aside le lahs..
gloria so cute.. we're lyk so dam close to her.. hhahahaz..so satisfied to c her.
her locker is at the same position as my locker on the right sumre..jus diff shelf.
her class is 13GYR. haahahaz.. cutex.
den we went toilet.cos we found no1 we knew there.
aft that we wanted to go back.but she was gone.. den we were lyk complaining at ec other..
walk walk walk..OMG! she's at the senior tuckshp! toking to a tall senior, a short fat senior.
think she was waiting for the yr11 gals. cos i saw them Q-ing at the tuckshop.ass them lahs. so lucky.....
we can only walk pass her. and don't even dare to stare at her lohs.. cant even hear her voice lahs. cos she lyk nvr relli tok.onli nodding even if tok we oso cant hear.. too far..
haiz.. budden at least we got a chance to c her for soo soo long... we stood there n stare..
aft that, she was heading bk to her hse. she is in the front. and 4gals following her at the back..
wacaus..so cool lahs.. lyk king.wif wifes at the back.. haahahhaz..
we tink vry far hors.. budden relli vry vry vry vry cute lohs..my best time of the day.

HOME ALONE
i din manage to catch up with A lahs.. cos of tad aden lohs.. go library wif gina..
den go so long.. haiz.. so i din c A at all lahs...
haiz.. sadds.. wanted to ask her about the son-in-law stuff..
budden looks like i can only ask her nxt time when we meet.
till the nxt tym A.. i'll b looking forward.. not the cold-blooded one..
i vry vry scared of the cold-blooded one.hahaahaz.

what we could have been, 5:50 PM.
Friday, June 09, 2006

TO BLOG ON YTD
IF ONLY THIS GOES ON & ON.. .. .. .. .. (A)
cos tis aden nd to do her environmental stuff so we went hme lyk quite late..
den i was tinking
den i ask her faster faster faster walk hme.if not vry late le..
hahaz. i saw her infront!! yay!! so happy.. budden quite far.. i'll try to catch up anw..
den i 'haste' all the way.. still abit far.. lucky she turn ard.and waited for me lohs.
hees.den we toked abt maths, [cake]... ... tis part vry lame
me," lower than 60"
she," 50?"
me," higher than 50."
she," 50 sumthing??"
me," ehs.u vry rubbish lehs.lower than 60 higher than 50 obviously is 50 sumtig.."
she," ooh.yeah hor..."
she guess quite long den noe my marks(52) de. din noe tad she gt the patience.
hahahahaz.. she vry dumb.budden her expression vry cute lehs. lyk blur blur de.
she told me the [cake] story.
kate aka [cake]. rich. retarded dim-witted. low IQ. her mum done plastic surgery b4.
she is detested by A whole class lahs.. pathetic.budden heck care.
[cake] relli vry dumb lahs. maths tchr " 2x + 2x =?" [cake] 2x.
wth rites?? den the tchr sae," nxt tym u no nd to come to my class le."
she told me tad [cake]'s mum dam young lyk 20+ onli.. den she sae hw can such a pretty mum born such a [cakey] prsn? dey sae tad mayb she oso gt do.budden do le even worse mayb.. hahaahaz..
[cake] is bcos when a cake puffs in the oven, she is kate. cool nickname.
if only i can hear ur story everyday home, if only u owaes gt so much to tok, if only u r owaes lidat, if onli i've nv seen tad cold-blooded u. u r relli relli relli so nice for these two days..
a few sentences from u can make a big difference to me.


I CANT HEAR WHAT SHE SAID.. (HM)
during maths tad tym so sian lahs... cos we're busy drwing 2pid circles..
drw until my eyes gt so mani circles lohs.. sumre my circles lyk all drw wrong..
y m i so loserish when it comes to maths?? i totally lost to tis sub lohs..
to think tad i was actually gting As n Bs last yr for maths.. arghh i nd tution.
den she came over to tell me sth.. budden she was mumbling all the way..
ehs i'm haf deaf lehs.. hw to hear rites? den i was huhing all the way..
i'm vry deaf de.. ppl call frm the back i oso cant hear.. hahahaaz..
gt aniting den sae out loud mahs.. so soft. hw to hear..
type is the best lahs.. i can see properly.

SPOTTED GLORIA!!
was walking out of eng.. last period.. vry tired.. lyk wan to slp wan to slp le..
sudd i gt vry vry dam energetic.. u noe y?
yes.cos i spotted her.. den i told tina " eehs eehs eeehs.. tako pachi gloria!"
den she oso tired tired de..den bcum so energetic.
hahahahahaz..den we both lyk siao gena liddat.kp on luffing. tink we're relli vry siao.

SCIENCE CLASS - hate freakos -
i act wanted to slp peacefully in sc de mahs. cos the tchr let us do our grp proj..
n most of us were playing.. budden i'm so tired.. so slp lohs..
put my head on the table..
few mins ltr, sum idiotic freakos come n shout to me.
i was lyk, walau ehs..heck care.cont to slp.
few mins ltr, throw a piece of paper.
i bohchap.
bang hard on my table..
i got up.pissed. cursing them. went to slp.
stil, idiotic freakos came n dripped water on my neck.
den i cant tahan le. i lipsed " FUCK YOU " to tad idiotic freako.
budden idiotic freako wasnt looking.his fren did lahs.. so he told him wad i said..
finally. peace out.. i slpt thru the rest of the tym w/o disturbance..
hate ppl hu dstb me when i'm slping lohs.. tis is call BULLY okies..
hw i miss those days when i slpt in mr lim's class and sum other classes lahs.. pet was bisde me.. at least she wun dstb me.hahahahaz.. nice pet..
den i can slp peacefully. hahaahahaz.. budden i tink if its lynette she will wake me up. still not BULLY me lohs.hahahahaz. i rather ppl wake me up by nice intentions. den dstb me until i gt freaking pissed off..

what we could have been, 2:44 PM.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006

IF U SEE ME AND DID THE SAME ALWAYS. THEN GOOD.
DUN SUMTYMS NICE.SUMTYMS COLD-BLOODED. (A)
i was crossing the road with my fren mahs.
she turned right, i turned left.
walk n walk.omgs! A is infrnt.
shit.dun wanna let her noe tad i'm bhind.
walk dam dam dam slow.
wendy :" ehs.yolanda is bhind lehs! careful dun gana 'qing1fan4' horx."
she tot i deaf ahs.i heard it ok miss.felt so offended.heck care.
A :"cau bei ahs!"
den aft tad i cross another road. bohchap her..
den she caught up wif me.so we tok lohs.. at 1st i wasnt lyk vry happi to tok to her lahs.
slowly.down the road. we started toking here n there. not tad buay song le.
she tried to explain tad ytd she din tok to me on msn cos her mum dun allow.she is use secretly de.wich i tink its kinda rubbishy.budden sumhw i blif her.i duno y oso.
she was planning to go back to taiwan.budden her dad dun allow. blahs.
she hates her mum.jus lyk me. she luffed at wad i said.hahahaz. =)
we gt a few tyms is quiet quiet de lahs.budden she 2dae was the one thinking of topics lehs.
not me lohs.wahs.great leap ahs. if onli evrytym liddat... if onli ytd tad nv happen..
i buay song u alot of tyms..duno u buay song me hw mani tyms le??
budden i tink u dun lyk me lahs.if not y u jus wun sae aniting.. so i'm not hoping for aniting mre.
i jus wanna b a happy me. w/o u affecting me.
and her msn nick is " i duno if u r gonna accept it."
wth lahs. u say le ppl wan to accept or not its their prob.not urs.dun hav to tink so much..
u nv try, u nv noe.



WHO WANTS UR STINKY LOLLYPOP XP (HM)
saw her outside gym lahs. den she was holding tis 2pid lollypop.
ask me if i wan.she wana give me eat.
den i was lyk.ok.
and i gave it back to her.cos i realise tad its lyk errr - - "
den i sae she shuld b happy tad i giv it bk to her.
cos i giv it to her!
den she went another way.i went another way lohs.
she cut her hair or gel it lahs.not shuai le..


I SAW CECELIA AND LOUIS! heard that dey r in the same class??
saw louis early in the morn when i jus reached sch.
brighten up my slpy look.
he was walking towards red house.down the stairs.
den i walk walk a few steps.turn around.
CECELIA! omgs. my eyes frm small bcum so big. den i energetic le.
aft period 1, louis was in front of cecelia agn. omgs. kp on seeing them. so shuang.
den cecelia was gg to my blue hse. louis disappeared sumwhr.
and den during break tym, i saw cecelia hugging tongtong!wths.**envys**
den i saw louis on the pathway agn sumwhr aft tad..
during lunch cecelia was the only gal in my tad hse.so she ran out to buy burger.and went to find her wifes le...
p.s louis is a gay.budden vry shuai.looks lyk jayden!
<.the end.>


%CHOKED ON HALF A GRAPE%
WTF. its still in my throat now okies? i can sorta feel it hanging there. y cant it jus go down?
i was eating grapes mahs.den coughed. den dam it.choked.
wanting to lyk cough n cough it out..budden nth comes out..
it went into the wrong hole i guess.i duno.
feel so uncomfortable.but nothing happens lahs.. so i guess i'm still well..
except my throat there weird weird de lohs.
grapes ah grapes ah, please go down my throat.dun hang there. i will b pissed off at u.
so weird.feels weird.


$ A 250G OF CHOC PRESENT $
i'm giving tina her bdae present tmr lohs.u noe wad?
u c the title u noe le lahs..
its (edited-) dairy milk mousse. i wrote craps on it.
haiyahs.my instant shopping center dun have anything to give ppl mahs..
all my fav stuff..all i wan de.. i dun wan de giv ppl lyk so bad..sumre is use b4 1 lohs.
dun wan lahs.she's my buddy aft all mahs.. giv choc is the best lahs
anw she loves eating choc lohs.so i giv her lahs..
blame tis nz gt no shoping center. got no gifts shop. got no shops.
argh. i miss dose days when we go out and get presents.
gt treated at restaurants. playing after meal games.
sharing dam big presents.
aaarrrrggggghhhhhhhhh......my lovely days.................... gone..........................................


i hate my lifestyle here. except for online time.


what we could have been, 5:10 PM.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006

STUPID MSN MESSENGER AND E-MESSENGER!
dey jus simply dun wanna me to communicate wif my frens!! u noe i'm in the midst of chatting on an impt issue?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
i was chatting chatting, it goes "this message could not be send to all recepients."
and when i tried e-messenger, its goes " signing in took more than one minute."
crap lahs.. i was jus chatting to 5ppl!!! at a time!!! r u jealous msn? r u jealous??
u din have a limit on hw mani u can tok to at a tym.
y do i have to restrain myself and cant chat?
msn!wakeup!u made msn to let me communicate with ppl.and u cant stop me frm doing tad.
2pid msn. owaes lidat de.its occasionally lohs.i'm so pissed.


WE'RE DRIFTING APART ANW(hm & me)
i'm serious. we don't tok on msn animre. we r not tad clse aft all.den y giv me the hope tad u'll b my bestie?
u had given me hope and took it away w/o me acknowledging it.
u said tad we hav 3yrs to noe each other better.
is tad ur so-called better?
if we don't carry on toking now, will we still b toking during the 3 yrs?
i relli dun wanna stop toking to u.
it wud b a waste if it happens...
cos u made a gd fren.u have the potential.
y not let it carry on?
doubt u're reading my blog animre. ='(

COLD-BLOODED CREATURE (A)
situation:
i was about to cross the road.and i saw her. my heart was lyk,"yes!finally i met u on the way."
toking to my fren, not paying at all attention but looking out for ur shadow frm the back.
i kept hoping that u would say hi to me.but u didn't.
i decided to turn around.and take a peep.
few steps away.where i cant c ur shadow.u were strolling as slow as me.
i walked vry vry vry vry vry vry vry slow that even the tortoise can catch up.
y cant u just hasten ur speed to walk up to me?
y r u hiding at the back?
i don't mind us having nothing to talk, leave the topic to me.i can crap it out.
i duno y u r afraid of facing the reality. isit realli so hard? i don't tink so.
if u tink its too hard, i'll face it with u.
i don't mind u rejecting me.but i mind u pretend tad u din c aniting.
so i'm jus so freaking angry at her.pissed at her for the whole day.so dam buay song.
sumre when i tok to her on msn, she nv reply me lahs.walau ehs.. so mean lohs.
n my fren even praised her say tad she's a nice prsn.u gt taste.i was lyk thx much.
u ruined ur own reputation.and my views towards u.
y can u b so nice at tyms and so cold-blooded at tyms? i dun understand u.


HI LUCY!!!
i rmb cindy dun lyk ppl's name called lucy.she feels tad its lyk a doggy name.she told me when i was p5.and its stuck in my head.
when i 1st noe tad she's called lucy, i rmb cindy. hahahahaz..
she's frm taiwan lahs.omg.heaven.u saved me.u brought a taiwanese into my class!!
budden vry saddening lahs.she nv watch aqmfs.such a nice show.she nv watch.
anw, she came to nz by BR225! can u all rmb? j-stars came in BR225 to sg! including jolin, jay, f.i.r, s.h.e, etc. almost all of them came by that particular plane. !!omgs omgs!!
she's not frm taipei.frm zhanghua.qien yanyi dey all cfm noe ba.. it takes 2-3hrs by car to taipei.
i was lyk freaking happy abt her being in our class lahs.additional girl frm taiwan! +++++++++
budden saddening stuff sure happen 1 lahs. let me tell u.
its all 'pigtake's' doing lahs.she wanted to blind lucy with her innocent gonggong face and gay kiang sumre.. as if she noes evryting liddat.she oso not HOD or Principal. at least i noe mre than her ok.i was here longer than her lahs.
i dun care.i'm nt gg to let lucy get over to 'pigtake'.
i swear i'm nt gg to let go of her!! and she's not gg there!!
can 'pigtake' jus back off? if ppl lyk u dey will come to u eventually.its their choice and decision.
u r not their mum.not even their mum can decide their fate on wich fren to befren wif okies.
such a childish gal.b mre mature.act lyk ur age ok.stop all ur freaking nonsense.i tot she changed alrady.i sumre go giv her 1 of my cupcake.wasted.rather send it over to pet oso dun wan giv her.
i was blinded by her niceness sia. gg to open my eyes wide agn. O.O so big.

what we could have been, 5:53 PM.
Saturday, June 03, 2006

SINGAPORE IS NOT A SESAME SEED OK???
during economics class ytd, there was this guy who said tad sg is a sesame seed.
freak asshole lahs.walau ehs.kns. dun lk dwn on a small country like us ok. we're united as one.
bash u up. kick ur ass. step u till u're flat lyk roti prata. n we dip into curry to eat. hohohos.
i'm so dam mean horx... but i'm jus pissed off wif ppl hu sae tad we're sesame seed.
its aft btr than nz.so kuku n ulu.
my grp choose japan lahs. idiot oso.. cos onli me choose singapore. so majority wins lohs. haiz..
den my whole face for the rest of the period is buay song! =X

MAHJONG TIME!
ytd i complain to my parents tad i'm sick n tired of eating my mum's cooking.... so sian 1 lohs.. lyk evryday oso almost the same.nth special de.... den she say, " owaes complain n complain. i cook for u den u mus b glad alrady ok? den all the food oso not raw or overcooked, can eat can alrady wad.complain so much for wad??" den i dun care her.kp on complaining.... in the end, my mum say, u wan to play mahjong? i say"yeah." "ok.den u goota stp complaining."
clvr lah she. use mahjong to treaten me.. nvms.mahjong is fun..... i love mahjong. mahjong roxx!!! anw, i onli won $2. my mum lose ard $7++. dad was the winner.

I SAW HM SMILING FRM THE BOTTOM OF HER HEART LE.
ytd when i was walking bk to locker, i saw hm n her frens walking hme... den she was lyk cuddling her fren n smiling frm her heart lohs.. can c tad she's relli happy.. so i tink her frenship prob is solved le lahs.so i no nd to worry so much abt her complaining agn... best frens is liddat de lahs.. quarrel le afew days ltr or mayb e nxt day den will ok le mahs... rites? hahahaz.. at least she's smiling lahs.. i lyk to c ppl smiling. thou i tink i've bn luffing lesser n lesser ec day... cos gt nth funni to luff abt wich gt mre n mre tigs to b pissed at..omgs.shit.no.cant. i'm gg to luff at evry single bit of stuff agn. be optimistic!be happy!smile! =.=
i'm jus a no impt fren of hers.so y shuld i bother myself so much? hahaaz..cos she's my bestie.thou i'm nt her bestie. so weird.

NO SCH ON MON!!!!!!!
we have no sch on mon cos its the queen elizabeth II's bdae lahs.. so dua bai can? haahaz.. nvms.. as long as i gt hol i happy..cos i can stay home n maple!! u noe cos its 4hrs diff rites. den when u all early in e morn den sure no1 online de..den i can maple freely le!! yayayayayaya!!!!den i hav to help my mum to bake butter cupcakes. i miss tad judy low gingerbread!! its nice. hahahaz..i njoy eating her.sounds so horny.hahahaz..

YTD ALONE
i was actually wanting to go hme wif A ytd de..cos gt alot of days cant c her mahs.. den cos i noe she go hme quite late.so i went to toilet wif my fren to drag the tym lahs. then when i pass by the office, ITS EMPTY!!!! i was lyk.arrghh.. den my fren was toking to me..i wasnt lstning to her at all lahs.i was lking out for A..c if she isit in frnt or wad..budden i cant find her. haiz.haiz.haiz. so i hav to walk hme alone lahs.. den she oso nv msn or sms me.. haiz..haiz..haiz.. sadds.cant she jus msg me or sth? but act i oso duno sae wad to her.but i will crap out sth to her lahs.as long as she toks to me.. its jus a simple request. and its not getting thr.. guess my mum's not gting ani in-law in mean time. my mum is tina.she's my class the bestie lohs.

CANT STAND IT
i seriusly cant stand my parents..dey dam wad lahs.. hate them lohs.i noe i cant hate them lahs..budden i jus cant stand it and cant help it.. dey relli vry irritating lehs.. kp on nagging n nagging..go on n on nonstp. i jus wan peace n quiet ok? i've heard enuff of ur advices.and its e same evryday.eat veggies.walau ehs.veggies n veggies.fruits n fruits.. the more they wan me to do sth.the more i dun wanna do it..i'm being godam rebellious..i wanna b mre rebellious.budden if mre rites.will bcum paikia ba...so btr nt lahs.. but i will sumhw. the day when i leave them i will b free.budden mayb by then i will realise that dey r impt to me.argh ass.

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